Butterfly

you see me/it's not me/there's somethin underneath my skin/i wanna tear it all away and show the beauty that's within/begin to come unglued/and throw away the older me/just give it time and then you'll see//i wanna be a butterfly/flyin in the sky/with You today/i wanna lose this old cocoon/i wanna do it soon/and fly away/away// so tired of/always crawlin/up the tree to fal back down again/this lowly place where i began is not he place i'm gonna end up/so before you/sum up all the missing pieces in my head/there's so much further i can get//i wanna be a butterfly/flyin in the sky/with You today/i wanna lose this old cocoon/i wanna do it soon/and fly away/away// your wind is underneath my wing/it carries me away/it's You, my God that makes me sing/when i'm on my way/ change a little every day//i wanna be a butterfly/flyin in the sky/with You-today/i wanna lose this old cocoon/wanna do it soon/and fly away/away// You take what's old and make it new/so i can be with you/and fly away/away

Never Been unloved

Thank God He's more faithful than I am!........I have been unfaithful/I've been unworthy/I have been unrighteous/and I have been unmerciful/I have been unreachable/I have been unteachable/I have been unwilling/and I have been undesirable/and sometimes, I have been unwise-I've been undone by what I'm unsure of/but because of You and all that You went thru-I know that I have never been unloved/ I have been unbroken/I have been unmended/I have been uneasy and I've been unapproachable/I've been unemotional/I've been unexceptional/I've been undecided and I have been unqualified/unaware-I have been unfair/I've been unfit for blessings from above/but even I can see/the sacrifice You made for me to show me I have never been unloved/it's because of you and all that You went thru/I know that I have never been unloved.

Missing Person

Another question in me /One for the Powers that be /It's got me thrown and so I put on my poker face / and try to figure it out /this undeniable doubt /a common occurrence /feeling so out of place /Guarded and cynical now /Can't help but wondering How /My heart evolved into a rock beating inside of me /so I reel /such a stoic ordeal /where's that feeling that I don't feel? //there was a girl who had the faith to move a mountain and like a child she would believe without a reason without a trace, she disappeared into the void and I've been searching for that missing person// Under a lavender moon /so many thoughts consume me /who dimmed that glowing light that /once burned so bright in me /is this a radical phase /a problematical age /that keeps me running /from all that I used to be? /is there a way to return /is there a way to unlearn /that common knowledge /that's chipping away at my soul /will I ever find my way home? //there was a girl who had the faith to move a mountain and ilke a child she would believe without a reason without a trace, she disappeared into the void and I've been searching for that missing person// She used to want to try walk the straight and narrow /she had a fire and she could feel it in the marrow /it's been a long time and I haven't seen her lately /but I've been searching /for that missing person!

Desperate

God did so much in my heart at Re:mix. Some of it is really scary, and i don't know what to think, but there's one thing i do know: I am desperate for God to work through me!!! All weekend, my heart was singing this... Hungry, I come to You for I know You satisfy/ I am empty, but I know Your love does not run dry/ So I wait for You/ So I wait for You/ **I’m falling on my knees *Offering all of me* Jesus You’re all this heart is living for.* /Broken, I run to You for Your arms are open wide /I am weary, but I know Your touch restores my life /So I wait for You /So I wait for You **I’m falling on my knees *Offering all of me *Jesus You’re all this heart is living for.* *That’s where I am right now. I am so hungry for God, and I am so broken. I want to do his work, but sometimes it discouraging and exhausting and painful. He keeps pulling me back to himself, though, and that is the best hug ever! What's God doing with you?

My heart on Oasis

So i spent the morning in prayer, and God put this lyric on my heart to sing to Him concerning Oasis... You are the Author of knowledge You can redeem what’s been done You hold the present and all that’s to come Until Your everlasting kingdom *Lord, I don’t know where all this is going Or how it all works out. Lead me to peace that is past understanding A peace beyond all doubt* You are the God of tomorrow Turning the darkness to dawn Lifting the hopeless with hope to go on You are the rock of all salvation *Lord, I don’t know where all this is going Or how it all works out. Lead me to peace that is past understanding A peace beyond all doubt* Oh, Lord, You are the author Redeeming what’s been done You hold what’s in the present And all that is to come.

Never alone or unguarded

Have you ever taken the time to read psalm 139-i mean really read it as if it was you talking to God? i wanna challenge y'all to try praying through a psalm each day, reading a verse or two, and then praying about it. it's amazing! M

First post

so. this is my blog, which wil be forthwith used to post cool stuff God is teaching me. if you read it, that is what you will get. consder thyself warned.