Wishing and wondering

I am starting to hope and wonder... if there is a new life inside of me. i have all of the symptoms i had before, and it has been long enough... Oh, my Father , take my heart and all its hopes and wonderings and wrap me in Your arms of love. Give me wisdom as to what course to pursue over the next days and weeks, help me to trust in You and Your perfect timing. i desire motherhood so deeply, Father, and i fear that another disappointment would be more than i could bear. Father, just guide and protect me and my tender heart, and help me to rely on You for strength and hope and Patience as we wait to see your will worked out.