Friday, February 25, 2005
A prayer...
Father~
I am a little afraid. not because i think You won't give me what i need, but because i am afraid what i need may be different than what i want. i want my will and my desired to line up with yours. all that siad, i ask you to give scott this job. we both feel like you lined everything up perfectly for it, and so in that sense, i hav peace. but alas, i am human, and have so much difficulty trusting that my needs will be met. faather-i ask that you will continue to bless us like you always hqave, and enable us to do you will so that we may glorify you with our every thought, word, and action. let ou lives be a reflection of you as we strive to serve you. remove from our hearts and minds any fears and help us trust you.
Okay, so scott didn't et the job. should i pretend like i am okay with that? should i pretend like it makessense and i saw it coming/ Father, i am so confused. i don't know what to think or how to feel about anything. i felt like you had it all lined up. i guess you bdid. just not the way we thought. i know that you have omething way better for us, but i can't fathom what it is right now. maybe that's as it should be. Father, just give me peace elp me to trust you that you have our best interest at heart. these things matter so little in the long run, father, and we just wanna glorify you. heal my heartbreak, Father.please.
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Psalm 119:105-112
Your word is a lamp to my feet and a light for my path.I have taken an oath and confirmed it, that I will follow your righteous laws. I have suffered much; preserve my life, O LORD, according to your word. Accept, O LORD, the willing praise of my mouth, and teach me your laws. Though I constantly take my life in my hands, I will not forget your law. The wicked have set a snare for me, but I have not strayed from your precepts. Your statutes are my heritage forever; they are the joy of my heart. My heart is set on keeping your decrees to the very end.
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