Kerraziness

Abba~ i know you love me, and i am so thankful for that. thank you for all te times you show me how much bigger you are than my fears. thank you for the people who love me and the way you use them. Help me to appreciate them more. please bless my darling one , and show me how to love him. and those others whom i love so much who are going thru hard times, please bless and care for them and show me how to love them best. ameb

Amazed

Abba, Every day You do things that amaze me. you take what i have and am and turn it into something beautiful ,and you use me in the lives of others. Thank you for my precious Scott. Thank you for always being faithful to draw us closer to You and make us more like you. keep us from ever doubting that you'll take care of us and help us to trust in your unfailing love. i ask that you bless my wonderful husband with a new job in which he can work for your glory ans he continues to follow your call to ministry. We love you, Father, and we ask all these things for your glory. Amen

Thank You

Father, Thank you. thatnk you for the peace that passes all understanding. thank you for your spirit who convicts me of my sin, thank you ofr the friends you surround me with who build me up. thank you for this wonderul humongous family of people who love me. thank you for the life you have given me to glorify you. Abba~thank you for Jill. Thank you for someone to be Steve's helper in life, someone to encourage him and love him, and Father, for a sister. a sister close to my age to love and be friends with. thank you for new beginnings and second, third, and an infinite number of chances to glorify you through how i relate to people. Thank you for it all.

left out

Father- keep me from having a pity party. help me to be content with the love of my heavenly father, the lover of my soul, and the one who has made me his own. keep me from self pity or feellings of worthlessness, that i may glorify you with my heart attitude and the way it shines thru into my life.calm my heart and bring peace to my mind. let those who love me see how thankful i am to them by the way that i live, love, and act.

progress

Father! i need you more than ever now. you have sorted out so much in my heart over the past few days, and i am so thankful for all the encouragement you have been pouring my way.why does it seem that the better things get, the worse i feel. Father i am so sick of being ruled by my emotions. i want to stop feeling so conflicted. i want to be able to only feel joy when i think about this-not fear. so tired of living in fear. my fear of man has been controlling so many of my attitudes and actions, and i want to be free from it. i wnat ot be free to rejoice, and see how i can love your people-everyone you bring into my life. help me to deal with what i need to deal with and heal my heartache, father i am sick of this fear that divides me from you and those i love. help me father, i feel like i am drowning right now. i need your arms to hold me close and love me. your love is the only one that will satisfy me. i know taht and i cry out to you to hold me, love me, heal me, fill me. i love you.

frustrated and soo excited

Father~ how can i be sfo excited and happy flor others, yet feel so sorry for myself? why do i have to make this about me? Father, i just want to feel loved. will you make me feel loved? will you show me that none of my insecurities matter- just that you love me and i am yours? father! i cry out to you in my helplessness! help me die to self and live for you! also, thanks for what you are doing ! i ask your blessing over it and your guidance for it. the world's odds are set so high against it, but if you are for us-who could even try to be against us? thank you, Abba. amen