Elusive Evasive Trust.

Trust. Particularly Trust in God and the fact that He knows EVERY single event of my life and He cares for me more than I could ever comprehend. I go through this form time to time, and thankfully He has brought me to a place where I almost never fear- butsometimes I just give in. I need to Trust Him. I need to know that He does not put a desire in my heart that He does not plan to see come to an amazing conclusion. I know He has given me this desire to be a mother- He has conquered so many fears in me about a great many things- He will take care of me. I need not fear. Father, Tonight I ask you to guide my steps as I pursue being a godly woman. Help me to love those around me as they need to be loved- not just how I want to love them. Prepare my body and soul for what is to come- this great journey of motherhood.