Myths

They say that "Women Know" when they are with child. I wonder about that. Do they only know when it is unplanned? Do they only know when it is an "inconvenience"? Cuz i would like to "know" in this "womanly" way. I mean, lately i sometimes think i know~ but it that just because i want it so bad? Is my mind playing a trick on me? Sometimes(most of the time) i have no idea what is going on inside me- but i am sure something is. is it just indigestion? Or am i ovulating (sorry to be all clinical!) or is my body adjusting to a new life that is just beginning inside of me. Honestly i have listed these possibilities in ascending order of what i want it to be. Father God~ i ask you to do a miraculous work inside my body over the next days. Take part of me and part of my husband, and knit them together to create a beautiful new life inside of me. Father' i want os badly to become a mother, and i know You have placed this desire in me- please continue what You have begun in my heart and in my body. You know my heart and you know my mind and you know how Satan tries to make me doubt You , doubt myself, doubt the work you have done and are doing in me, and i ask You to help me banish these thoughts from my mind! Abba, i ask you for this child so that i can continue to grow in what you have created me to do with this life You have given me, and so that Scott and i can have a glimpse of the love You have for us through our love for our baby. Thank you, Father for giving all this to me and for making me your child. I love you So much!