wondering...

Father, Help me during this time where i am not totally sure of what is going on. Help me to trust in You that You will give me the desires of my heart. Right now i feel like i know something has happenned, but is that just wishful thinking? Father, You know me inside out- You know how strong this desire for motherhood is within me- please give me the awesome opportunity to be a mom! help me to take care of myself and be surew i am eating a nd exercising enough. Thanks, Abba, for loving me even when i am insane...